Today has not been a good day. Well, if I’m honest the past few weeks haven’t exactly been peachy. But today it felt like everything just came to a bloody tedious head. I was supposed to give a short presentation today as part of my English group. I say supposed because right up until I… Read More Sinking
Last week, it was decided with my GP that I am to be referred back to the Wiltshire & Avon Mental Health Partnership to be psychologically assessed for suspected Bipolar disorder. Today, I stood on the top floor of Cabot’s Circus in Bristol city centre and looked over the edge with one thought in my… Read More Unloading
Would I say that I am actually addicted? Probably. But is that such a bad thing?… Read More My Overwatch addiction
Prior to my well documented mental breakdown back in 2017, I had been working as part of a telemarketing team for a local company. Although this particular company didn’t call it telemarketing. They referred to our department as ‘Business Development’ and I was known as the ‘Business Development Team Leader.’ A title that sounded quite… Read More My experience of working in Telemarketing
Life, in many ways is a bit like a soap opera. There are lots of different storylines playing out at any different time, there are multiple recurring locations that become the main focus of all the action in the aforementioned storylines; Typically a house or houses, the local shop, the pub that everyone drinks in,… Read More Life. The greatest drama of them all.
Today I’ve been feeling suicidal. Those of you that have followed my story throughout the lifetime of this blog will be aware that this is nothing new. I often have days where I’ve just had enough of being me and can’t be bothered to carry on. Today was one of those days, and I couldn’t… Read More What depression feels like to me.