Troublesome memories of a past life.

I’m not sure why I felt like revisiting my teenage, (and younger) years today. It’s not like I have particularly fond memories of them like most people do. My years spent growing up in Surrey were mediocre at best. I was physically and mentally bullied for pretty much the entire amount of time I spent in education, which lead to self-loathing, lonliness and the early onset of depression.… Read More Troublesome memories of a past life.

Sinking

Today has not been a good day. Well, if I’m honest the past few weeks haven’t exactly been peachy. But today it felt like everything just came to a bloody tedious head. I was supposed to give a short presentation today as part of my English group. I say supposed because right up until I… Read More Sinking

Unloading

Last week, it was decided with my GP that I am to be referred back to the Wiltshire & Avon Mental Health Partnership to be psychologically assessed for suspected Bipolar disorder. Today, I stood on the top floor of Cabot’s Circus in Bristol city centre and looked over the edge with one thought in my… Read More Unloading