I've hit a massive low over the past few days, and I knew it was coming. I have this strange ability to sense when my mind is about to crash out on me, but yet I just carried on as normal and ignored the warning signs until it was too late. And so the crash… Continue reading Low
Sometimes I find myself questioning the point of life. Especially from a personal point of view. I've been a part of this increasingly fucked up planet for nearly 40 years and I don't feel like I've achieved anything of particular merit. Take today for example. Today was one of 5 days a week I have… Continue reading Under-achievement
I've been watching a lot of Christmas films the past few weeks. Many of them appalling TV movies that wouldn't have a hope of making it into the cinema. But they all have one key thing in common.
I think the biggest thing for me these days though is that I feel like I now have a purpose. A reason to get out of bed in the mornings if you like.
Would I say that I am actually addicted? Probably. But is that such a bad thing?
Prior to my well documented mental breakdown back in 2017, I had been working as part of a telemarketing team for a local company. Although this particular company didn't call it telemarketing. They referred to our department as 'Business Development' and I was known as the 'Business Development Team Leader.' A title that sounded quite… Continue reading My experience of working in Telemarketing